When is enough, enough?

I just do not understand people these days. Why is it all, name calling, bad mouthing and being just plain nasty when things dont work out? I am sure most of you know that I have kicked out JR, due to several reasons and just finally had enough. Why can't two adults agree that there is nothing that is going to change in the future and go about living seperately, but still have the best interest of the child at hand? I feel that I have been more than helpfull to him, I have offered to help him furnish his new apartment that he dont want to tell me where it is, and I have tried to work around his work schedule to do what is right and let him spend as much time with his son that he would like. All I get in return is bumps in the road, ok more like pot holes, on a gravel road! There is no working with me at all. Today I was told that he was sorry that he gave his son a mother who was such a selfish person and didnt care about anything other than partying, the guys around her and not her son. As many crappy things that he has done to me, I think this has to be the crappiest...if that is a word. I would never want my son to have a different dad. If he did, he wouldnt be the beautiful, caring baby boy he is! I truely believe that everything happens for a reason! I believe that JR was brought into my life to give me this little rug rat, that steals my heart more and more every day!

OK, enough about that, Tomorrow is Halloween and I have a clip of what is to come. Here is Trenton in his lil stinker costume at the Church carnival. He is such a cutie! I cant wait to have him out going door to door, but I know he wont say anything...lol. So keep in tune for some more Halloween pics as well as pics from the weekend at the track. See ya soon!

What a GREAT weekend!

Well as much as I miss Trenton I just had one of the best weekend that I have had in a VERY long time! Friday night I finally got a call from my Friend Carrie, she wanted to go out. Well ok, we started out at the new club on Noland called Dallas.......yeah that was nothing like I thought it was going to be. I think at 10:30 there was a whole 10 people in there....so we left. Carrie had called a friend of hers who I had actually gone to school with. So we went to go meet them at a place called The Back Door....which is a room in the back of a gas station that they call a bar...lol. (at the corner of 291 and 210) We were there till they started doing karoke, and well, lets just say that Rednecks cant sing so well when they dont have a mouth full of teeth...lol. We then proceded to a place called Antonettes, not much better but atleast it was bigger, room to dance and a decent band. It was so much fun to go out with people who I hadnt seen in FOREVER, especially, my very first boyfriend...Danny Wright. It was like stepping back into 7th grade. ahhhh the step back in time.

Sunday came WAY to soon and I was to be at the drag strip at 9am. I made it, surprisingly! Some good friends of mine had one of their best runs ever! Alan hooked so good that it stood that car right up on the bumper! It was awesome!!!! Mike didnt do so good on his runs, but after buying back in (with a little help from me..lol) he was paired up next to Raia, someone who most know I dont really care for and beat her! it was the best 20.00 I had spent in a long time!!! After the track we all went to eat at O'Charleys....that poor waitress, but we had a great time. I was told that someone would give me 10.00 to eat about a 7" peice of pure sugar cane.....well lets just say that if your dared to do that, I wouldnt....lol YUCK! but I did get my 10 bucks! lol (Thanks jackstand!) We had a great time, I met some new friends and got to talk to people who I didnt know so well. All in all a GREAT weekend!

MISSING MY BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It is amazing to me how with everything going on, I have time to miss Trenton. Last night when I came home from school, I laid on the couch and just about broke into tears thinking about how much I missed him. I was even watching his nightly cartoon Caillou. lol. He will be back on Monday so that is all I can look forward too at this time. I have some GREAT ideas for pictures once the leaves start to fall. Good ole family fun!

Also another big thing going on. As I had mentioned before that Arrow will be closing for good as of Oct 13th. I have been searching for a job and have had no luck so far. Well, I have decided to go into nursing! I love the EMT class that I am taking, and I had planned on going to paramedic school, but I can spend just about the same amount of time doing that as I can becoming a RN and make twice the amount of $, with many more job options. So I am going to take a small class to get my CNA, work part time somewhere, doing something...not sure on that yet, then after the class get a job at the hospital. Work there while going to school for the RN and hit the ground running in a couple of years! I am so excited!

Its been a while!

Well I know, its been a while since I have posted anything. Well I am glad to say that I now have internet acess at home!!! I know I am finally stepping into the real world. I just wanted to post a pic or two of me and Trenton. He is down at Cloud 9 Ranch enjoying some fall weather right now....lucky dog!!! Check back soon for more updates!