Im still here!!!!

Well blogging once a year is worth it right? Atleast I have something to write about now!!! Since the last time I posted, I have…..obtained my EMT license..yes scary I know. I have finished Fire Fighting I&II, HazMat and landed a volunteer job at Inner City Fire Department. I am now working fill time again and love it. Things at home are just as I would want them to be..settling down and running (fairly) smooth. Trenton is growing like a weed!!! What a big boy he has become. Just this morning I got him up before the roosters and he went in to pee in the bog boy potty…decided he didn’t need to go just yet, went in his room to play and then BACK into the bathroom once he “had” to go. I am so proud of my bib boy!!!! (YOU GO BUDDY!) Holley is doing good as well…she is smart as a whip, now in Girl Scouts, and such a doll that I cant thank God enough that they are in my life! Gary and I are doing good…granted we have had our ups and downs over the last year but who hasn’t right??? Especially when your broke, cant get out of the house and have a 2 year old driving you crazy…lol. Now things are running smooth at our home and couldn’t be happier!!! I feel so bad for not keeping in touch with some of the bestest friends that a gal could ask for…its just been crazy with school, kids, job hunting ect that I haven’t left a lot of time for myself. I no longer have the internet at home so I had to rely on the library. Now that I have internet at work, I will try to keep everyone posted! Hope all is well with everyone!!! Hope Santa is good to all!!!

Hope my friends still check back once in a while????

I am REALLY bad about this whole blogging thing...guess there just hasnt been much going on to write about? I still dont have a job. There isnt much of anything at all out there! I have finished my EMT classes, passed the first part of the test and now I am gearing up to take the CBT (written) part of the test on March 14...so wish me luck!!! I have started CNA classes, which I dont know that I will do anything with other than have the knowledge, its not fast paced enough for me I dont think, but then again, right now with the way the job market is it might be mu only hope for income! I am still so very head over hills in love !!!! I could not thank God for a more perfect man...honestly! Now dont get me wrong, we have our moments where we get irritated with each other and have a tiff now and then, but we work thru it, we get it out in the open and make up. I am certain that I have found the LOVE OF MY LIFE....well other than Trenton :)! Trenton is doing good! He sleeps in his own bed, dont do much fussing at all when its bedtime, and is learning to play all alone more and more. He has discovered that he loves Dora and Diego!!! lol (Sorry Mickey, its a tough life out there) Trenton also gives his binki up in the mornings when he gets up...he only takes it now while he is sleeping andd sometimes not even then! MY BABY IS GROWING UP WAY TO FAST!!!!! I havent even taken many pictures latley!!! I need to get my but in gear!!!

I know, I not the best at blogging........

So for a weekly update...and I know sometimes I dont get the weekly part done. I dont really have a good excuse...I am home pretty much all day every day, or atleast not working. I seem to be able to find something to do almost every day. I am just lazy I guess. I will work on that...hahaha. Well the biggest news so far is that last weekend I took part 1 of my EMT testing...and well...I am going to wait till the end of my blog to say if I passed or not...cause I can! I want to say to my good frieds who keep track of me on here, that I am VERY sorry that I have not made time for you over the holiday season. Holidays are about spending time with the people you love and I have to admitt that I did not do my part this year. I am sorry and hope you will forgive me. I do miss you all!

Trenton is getting to be such a ham...not that he wasnt in the first place. BUT he is starting to really develope a personality of his own. You will all be happy to know that it is more of my smart elic attitude shining thru, I know I was relieved...hahaha. The other night I was sitting on my bed looking at a few things on the net and he comes running down the hall, MOMMY MOMMY!!!!! runs up to the bed and I asked him "Whats up buddy" He smiles at me with this HUGE smile and just says....."nuthin" I have not laughed at him so hard as I did then....then he went tearing out of the bedroom running back up the hall....SO funny!

Unemployment is about to drive me to drinking....but I couldnt afford it since I am not getting any $!!!!!! They have to be the hardest people in the world to get ahold of. I try pretty much all day long and once you get it to ring you sit on hold for 30+ min for them to tell you that there are to many people on hold and to try back later...now I have not gotten a payment from then since before Thanksgiving....this is rediculous!!!! Good thing I had some money saved and such a great guy to help out!

Now....last Saturday I spend 4 hours up at blue river college waitig and testing for part 1 of my EMT training. I have never been so nervous about something in my life! But what a great feeling to know that I am one step closer to being able to have a change in career and become an EMT! YEP I PASSED!!!!! yippee!!!!!!!!!!!

Welcoming in a New Year!

Well its been a while since I posted anything, again. I know, I am bad about that...I will work on that. Since the last post I have gotten all my things moved out of my ole duplex. It was sad but at the same time I am very happy and releived that I am back into a house and surrounded with love! I must say I had alot of CRAP that I have gathered over the last few years. Not real sure how that happens but I know that I took atleast 4 truck loads to good will, 2 truck loads to the dumpster and who knows how many out to the new place. I look back on last year and as weird as it sounds I am thankfull for the things that took place. I would not be where I am right now, happy, if anything was diffrent. Not only that I would not be so thankfull for everything that I have, the time I have with Trenton and the great people I have in my life! I know that in this transition I have not kept in good contact with some of the people that mean the most to me, and I am sorry, but I plan on that being one thing in my new year's resolution that I plan on doing....seeing the "special" people in my life more! (and I dont mean short bus special!)

NOW, for the best part....pictures!!! The 4 of us went to have our pictures taken. They turned out great! Normally Trenton is the one who does the best, but this time Holley took that from him...lol. She is such a doll!